Just a random thought...
- Omni_Skittles
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Just a random thought...
So, I'm doing dishes and my brother is watching, "The Price is Right." And he also watches a bunch of other stuff that i don't think he should... like chick flicks... but that's who he is... I been such a jerk, lately. I mean he drives me absolutely insane but he puts up with more crap from me then he ever does to me. i mean sure, he has an anger problem... but once upon a time so did i. I am so bent on being "More Mature" that i'm noticing MYSELF become something i'm not. I am starting to realize that my family pretty much accepts me for whoever i am. Crabby, annoying, loud, ugly (my brother likes to call me that, nick anyways) and flat out my rudeness. And for some odd reason I feel like i deserve to treat them like crap and i don't deserve it! I think sometimes i have these thoughts, I'm better then you because of where i came from, i'm better then you because i read my bible more than you, i am better then you because i take harder classes, i'm better then you because i know you couldn't have lived through what i have. But really I'm not any better then my family. I'm the same as them all. Equal. So realizing this i guess i want to apologize to them for being such a jerk and having the I'm better then you attitude... Also, this is weird... but They accept me and i didn't accept them. For some reason i feel like my family is just a place I'm staying at until i move on to better things... like a place to crash... when really it's my home... my life... who i am... where i am going... a family with quirks that annoy me and i am just as weird... i mean i know i'm accepted BELIEVE me i know... but i'm realizing that acceptance is a two way thing when it comes to family... and i'm starting to accept them as a family. hmmm yea that's my random thought~
Smoke signals ftw!
- Kathy Ellen
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Just a random thought...
WOW Skittles:-4
That's a very deep random thought that you've just had.....very mature:-6
Good on ya girl...they are your family now:-6
That's a very deep random thought that you've just had.....very mature:-6
Good on ya girl...they are your family now:-6
- chonsigirl
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That is cool, Skittles. That is how we should all feel.
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Skittles, like Kathy Ellen said, this is very mature of you. You are a smart cookie to have sorted this out and you and your family will be all the better for it. Good for you!
Just a random thought...
Omni_Skittles;892623 wrote: They accept me and i didn't accept them. For some reason i feel like my family is just a place I'm staying at until i move on to better things... like a place to crash... when really it's my home... my life... who i am... where i am going... a family with quirks that annoy me and i am just as weird... i mean i know i'm accepted BELIEVE me i know... but i'm realizing that acceptance is a two way thing when it comes to family... and i'm starting to accept them as a family. hmmm yea that's my random thought~
Now click your heels together, close your eyes and say after me
"There's no place like home"
Now click your heels together, close your eyes and say after me
"There's no place like home"
Just a random thought...
I think the saying goes, we always hurt the ones we love the most. We should treat each other like we would a stranger or friend. Good job on figuring this out! :yh_hugs:yh_hugs