rewriting history in one's mind

lady cop · Post by **lady cop** » Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:18 pm

have you ever noticed how people rewrite their own history? is it a mechanism to live with whatever they have done? do they really convince themselves? here is why i throw this out for discussion..........a young woman is a crack addict. she is always robbing her grandmother. one night grandma objects, so "alice" beats her to death with a hammer. a really messy scene. ok....three years in our jail. we have an airtight case and are seeking death. our weak DA office takes a plea from her, she admits to certain things and takes a 20 year sentence, rather than go to trial. with time served and the average serving of 85% of a sentence here, she won't do 20. .....the day after the plea i go to interview her, she knows me, likes me. she confesses to me what she did, thinking it's all over now. she weaves a totally illogical and false story for my benefit. i can tell she is just trying it on for size so she can live with what she did. i let her get away with it, i knew she had convinced herself. i could have gone back to the DA and submitted an affidavit. but i walked away, sadly.

lady cop · Post by **lady cop** » Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:23 pm

this is "alice" ......

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turbonium · Post by **turbonium** » Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:28 pm

As you said earlier, LC....it's all in the eyes! Cripes!

lady cop · Post by **lady cop** » Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:29 pm

turbonium wrote: As you said earlier, LC....it's all in the eyes! Cripes! :(she was scared there, it was her "welcome to prison" mugshot. she had had it pretty good in our jail, this was a whole other world. she wasn't there a week before someone put a padlock in a sock and broke all her facial bones.

Tombstone · Post by **Tombstone** » Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:46 pm

Wow. I find it true that you always reap what you sow. Or...live by the sword, die by the sword. Or in her case, live by the hammer, die by the padlock.

BabyRider · Post by **BabyRider** » Tue Jun 21, 2005 1:04 pm

LC, I think that crack, (and many other types of dope) mess a person's mind up to such a degree, they can justify anything to themselves that involves getting their high. They truly believe they can do whatever it takes to obtain the means to get more dope.

Junkies are a unique breed. I've known a lot of them, and they seem to believe they are entitled to their dope. Kind of like people who live by welfare. They believe they are entitled. Personally, I'd like to use 'em for target practice.

minks · Post by **minks** » Tue Jun 21, 2005 1:15 pm

BabyRider wrote: LC, I think that crack, (and many other types of dope) mess a person's mind up to such a degree, they can justify anything to themselves that involves getting their high. They truly believe they can do whatever it takes to obtain the means to get more dope.

Junkies are a unique breed. I've known a lot of them, and they seem to believe they are entitled to their dope. Kind of like people who live by welfare. They believe they are entitled. Personally, I'd like to use 'em for target practice.

I like your attitude BR.

BuckTurgidson · Post by **BuckTurgidson** » Tue Jun 21, 2005 8:16 pm

I realize that its not totally on topic, but...Rewriting of history occurs on a collective as well as on an individual level.

lady cop · Post by **lady cop** » Tue Jun 21, 2005 8:25 pm

BuckTurgidson wrote: I realize that its not totally on topic, but...Rewriting of history occurs on a collective as well as on an individual level.yes, history is written by the winners..........and BR, i attribute crack cocaine to 85% of all crime i encounter. that, and oxycontin. the use of illegal drugs nonetheless.

BuckTurgidson · Post by **BuckTurgidson** » Tue Jun 21, 2005 9:12 pm

BabyRider wrote: LC, I think that crack, (and many other types of dope) mess a person's mind up to such a degree, they can justify anything to themselves that involves getting their high. They truly believe they can do whatever it takes to obtain the means to get more dope.

Junkies are a unique breed. I've known a lot of them, and they seem to believe they are entitled to their dope. Kind of like people who live by welfare. They believe they are entitled. Personally, I'd like to use 'em for target practice.

You must have been a Civil War surgeon in a past life. Thats right, if it cant be fixed, just cut it off! Dont bother with trying to figure it out, why, that just takes too long.

Sigh.

Its akin to treating a cancer patient by constantly cutting away the malignancy instead of treating the root causes. Sooner or later, your gonna run out of flesh to cut out.

BabyRider · Post by **BabyRider** » Wed Jun 22, 2005 8:20 am

BuckTurgidson wrote: You must have been a Civil War surgeon in a past life. Thats right, if it cant be fixed, just cut it off! Dont bother with trying to figure it out, why, that just takes too long.

Sigh.

Its akin to treating a cancer patient by constantly cutting away the malignancy instead of treating the root causes. Sooner or later, your gonna run out of flesh to cut out.Oh Geez...Please don't tell me that you're another one of those "bleeding heart" types. We've got plenty of those, thank you very much. Besides that, the people who know me here, realize, I'M JOKING. Lighten up there, Sparky.

Agnes · Post by **Agnes** » Wed Jun 22, 2005 9:11 am

lady cop wrote: this is "alice" ......
should this photo be here? to take advantage of a sick person like this is SAD.

BuckTurgidson · Post by **BuckTurgidson** » Wed Jun 22, 2005 1:38 pm

BabyRider wrote: Oh Geez...Please don't tell me that you're another one of those "bleeding heart" types. We've got plenty of those, thank you very much. Besides that, the people who know me here, realize, I'M JOKING. Lighten up there, Sparky.

Okay, my bad. Apepologies.

And no, I would not call myself a 'bleeding heart' type. Not realizing that you were kidding around, I took what you said literally and mistook yourself for the 'no heart' type.

BuckTurgidson · Post by **BuckTurgidson** » Wed Jun 22, 2005 1:39 pm

BabyRider wrote: Oh Geez...Please don't tell me that you're another one of those "bleeding heart" types. We've got plenty of those, thank you very much. Besides that, the people who know me here, realize, I'M JOKING. Lighten up there, Sparky.

Okay, my bad. Apepologies.

And no, I would not call myself a 'bleeding heart' type. Not realizing that you were kidding around, I took what you said literally and assumed you for the 'no heart' type.

BabyRider · Post by **BabyRider** » Wed Jun 22, 2005 1:56 pm

BuckTurgidson wrote: Okay, my bad. Apepologies.

And no, I would not call myself a 'bleeding heart' type. Not realizing that you were kidding around, I took what you said literally and assumed you for the 'no heart' type.No problem whatsoever. :yh_bigsmi

Not the "no heart" type, just the "very little patience for dopers" type. Don't like 'em, never will. I prefer to save my ammo for the range, anyway. :yh_rotfl

BTS · Post by **BTS** » Wed Jun 22, 2005 6:33 pm

BabyRider wrote: No problem whatsoever. :yh_bigsmi

Not the "no heart" type, just the "very little patience for dopers" type. Don't like 'em, never will. I prefer to save my ammo for the range, anyway. :yh_rotfl
Would your hardcore "REAL BROTHER BIKERS" agree with that statement?

Wondering what the dope usage is in the biker world? Got any figures for us?

Or are you just a weekend "BabyRider" Wannabe.....

BabyRider · Post by **BabyRider** » Thu Jun 23, 2005 12:10 am

BTS wrote: Would your hardcore "REAL BROTHER BIKERS" agree with that statement?

Wondering what the dope usage is in the biker world? Got any figures for us?

Or are you just a weekend "BabyRider" Wannabe.....So. What are you implying, exactly? That we ARE dopers? That I am NOT part of a bike club, or what? Be a bit more specific, here, pal. Was something said tonight to p!ss you off, or you just felt like being a smart @ss with me, personally?

Technically, no I am not a member of the club I associate with, women are not members, but we do wear colors, a patch specific to women. The men have a more elaborate patch. This is an M.C., not an R.C. but I probably need to explain that to you. M.C. stands for "motorcycle club" and R.C. stands for "riding club." M.C.'s are dedicated, committed, they pay dues and have obligations and requirements. It is a family and a brotherhood. An R.C. is a bunch of guys with bikes that ride together once in a while, no committment, no obligation. There's a saying: "Bikers are a unique breed, Harley owners are a dime a dozen." We are bikers. It is a lifestyle. They call themselves and each other "brother" and all the women are "sisters."

As for the dope, I can only speak for the clubs I know. Ours does have a few guys who smoke weed. Anything other than that is strictly forbidden in the "house". There are a few more hard-core clubs who are involved in the harder drugs. Our club does not associate as closely with them, but that is not to say we separate ourselves entirely. I have never claimed that bikers as a whole do not do dope. I don't, my man doesn't and those are the only two people I would concern myself with when it comes to that.

Have I explained this clearly enough for you, BTS, or should I elaborate? Because if you need more info on the subject, I've got it. You're a lucky one, I gotta say. Because if you tried in person, what you tried to do here, which is attempt to make a biker look foolish, you'd find yourself walking with a permanent limp.

LC, my apologies to you for the blatant hijack!

lady cop · Post by **lady cop** » Thu Jun 23, 2005 12:22 am

BR , you have not hijacked anything! i am proud to be your friend. some people are jerkwads.

lady cop · Post by **lady cop** » Sat Jul 30, 2005 9:56 pm

Agnes wrote: should this photo be here? to take advantage of a sick person like this is SAD.hey you dumb chemically-altered twat, get your face out of the cattle trough and realize the photo is PUBLIC info on a convicted criminal. i could have used her real name as well, but don't want to reveal my county...because of nutjobs. like you.

Nomad · Post by **Nomad** » Mon Jun 26, 2006 5:35 pm

Agnes wrote: should this photo be here? to take advantage of a sick person like this is SAD.

Agnes ! :-6 Come hither at once. I would like to explore your mind please.