buttercup;563036 wrote: Having one or two smokes per day, angry at myself & sad too

The mess in the house is really starting to get to me, maybe it wasent a good time to give up but then - when is? im on edge & could kill someone.
The ciggies didn't make the mess go away though did it ?
I've got a different attitude to giving up smoking this time and it seems to be working.
I tidied my wardrobe this morning and ended up with a load of smelly clothes to be washed...I just keep focussing on the bad side of smoking...the smell particularly affects me now. I also don't go in any shops where the ciggies are displayed behind the till...it would be too tempting to just buy 10 and then.....well you know...the slippery slope.
I shall be tested on Friday because I'm going for a family meal (curry)...I hope the restaurant is Non-smoking...
Don't despair Butter....are you on patches or anything ? I rely heavily on chewing gum