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for anyone who doesent know ive been in france with j, home only 5 days & it feels like 5 months, my gorgeous, wonderful j is in russia, its a big project & he could be there months, i am distraught

anyway horrible woman that i am, got drunk & phoned him, in my psycho inner bitch mode, told him he dident love me, dident care, jeez would have been as well bunny boiling :-5 why oh why did i do that?

i know he loves me & i know he's doing this for us, so why do i have to be such a demanding, selfish bitch & great big drama queen?

buttercup wrote: for anyone who doesent know ive been in france with j, home only 5 days & it feels like 5 months, my gorgeous, wonderful j is in russia, its a big project & he could be there months, i am distraught

anyway horrible woman that i am, got drunk & phoned him, in my psycho inner bitch mode, told him he dident love me, dident care, jeez would have been as well bunny boiling :-5 why oh why did i do that?

i know he loves me & i know he's doing this for us, so why do i have to be such a demanding, selfish bitch & great big drama queen?cos you love and miss him!

Yes, I think Abbey has taken the words right out of my mouth there! Not to mention your frustration and your temporary "loss"!