Stupid Me!
Posted: Thu Sep 18, 2008 7:51 am
I accidentally spilled some soup on my laptop yesterday and I broke it. At the time all I knew was that I need to talk to "him", so I sent him a text message and he was there for me. I really felt like i needed him to be there for me cuz I was in such a bad mood. And then we just started talking, he called me "sexy lady" and he gave me permission to call him "baby" only if I smile. He said he misses me and wants to see me again. He also told me he doesnt have feelings for me as a girlfriend yet. He said he will try to make me happy, inside and out. I tend to have a habit of making myself seem and sound happy when I'm really not. I know what I sound like to you guys, you guys are probably thinking that "I'm a fake right?" I made this friend incredibly mad and upset with me cuz I was talking to him on the phone while I was hanging out with her, now she says she cant trust me anymore and cant be my friend anymore. When I told him this story yesterday he said that I'm a bad friend only when I drink I knew that he was joking around with me cuz he knows that I dont drink. I randomly asked him if he hates me out of the blue and he said no. I gave him a call later on in the day, and he said he'll call me back later. He didnt give me another call yesterday but he sent me a text message and said he'll call me today let's see if he keeps that promise. In a way I'm so glad he was there for me yesterday, but in another way I keep reminding myself that it's best that I dont contact him anymore. Even without him I have other friends right?