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I awaken to total blackness

As if I am gasping for air to breathe

The darkness smothering the life out of me causing stress

I want to just get up and leave.

The evil I feel in darkness makes me scared

I feel the darkness deprives me of life

I wish I could see the sunshine so fair

The air seems so thick I could cut it with a knife.

Really fearful of the black darkness I am

It makes me want to run and hide

But frozen with fear I'm as meek as a lamb

Wonder if this is what it's like when you die?

I need to find a light so I can breathe

The weight of the darkness feels like a ton on my chest

I imagine a funeral wreath

In this I do not jest.

I really need to face my fear

But it has lingered since childhood

So at the darkness I wish I could leer

If I wasn't so afraid I would

i have felt like that in my life if you ever need to a moron i'm availible :-4