my nic suits me just perfectly as i am generally stirring up **** on these forums. those of u who do know me know this all too well, lol. what can i say? i'm blunt and i speak my mind. i am known for having a level of honesty that quite honestly makes people uncomfortable. i have a nasty bite, but i can be a genuinely sweet person if u do not **** me off, lol. ^-^
some of u may know that my mom died when i was a lil girl. i still miss her so much and wish she was still here to see me graduate and become asuccess. i know her spirt is still inside and all around me and that makes me happy. i sometimes wish she had been more open when something was bothering her. i believe that had she done so when she recognized the first signs of her illness, that she could have spent more time with us here. or i might even be able to refer to her in the present tense rahter than the past tense.
after my mom died, i promised my dad that i would always be open with him. there are no closed doors in our home, figuratively and literally--i know u prolly expect an asian home to be all feng-shui, but i don't believe in that ****, despite being Chinese. there are no secrets in my home. i have never seen benefit in keeping secrets. what is the point? secrets stole time i could have spent with my mom. if u expect me to keep secrets, think again! don't say i didn't warn u and don't call me untrustworthy for exposing your secrets if u tell me them. i will call u out as untrustworthy for keeping secrets.
i am biracial--my dad is arab and my mom was asian. both of these cultures are strong in me, but society dictates that we make a choice. i look more asian so therefore i am asian. do not make the mistake of stereotyping me, though. i am not your typical asian.
i am also binational--is there such a word? i was born in Malaysia and my family moved to Canada and then to the US. i am currently completing my education in Chicago and already have a job lined up in California, when i get my final degree. i may be binational, but i am now a proud American. this is the greatest country in the world.
i suppose u are expecting me to say that i am bisexual next? Not a chance, lol! i may be ****** up, but i am not THAT ****** up! i can't even say i am bilingual as i speak three languages fluently so that doesn't work. anyhoo, i believe it's more befitting to leave the bi's at two.
anyhoo, i may not be new, but i do have a new opinion about this forum. i know that there are some good people on here--among all the loonies. i klnow this because i met one of the greatest men of my life on a forum such as this and he is the sole reason why i joined this one. so here i am!!!!
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