“If I’ve killed one man, I’ve killed two—
The vampire who said he was you
And drank my blood for a year,
Seven years, if you want to know.
Daddy, you can lie back now.
There’s a stake in your fat black heart
And the villagers never liked you.
They are dancing and stamping on you.
They always knew it was you.
Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I’m through. ”
Excerpt from her poem “Daddy”.
Sylvia Plath’s first poem was published when she was only eight years old Born into a middle class family in Jamaica Plain, Massachusetts, she was sensitive & intelligent. On the surface Sylvia seemed perfect, getting straight A’s at college, but in reality she had been deeply affected by the death of her father. Otto Plath died on the night of November 5, 1940, and when the eight-year-old Sylvia was informed of her father's death, she proclaimed "I'll never speak to God again."
During the summer following her junior year at Smith, having returned from a stay in New York City, she tried to commit suicide by swallowing sleeping pills. After a period of electroshock and psychotherapy, she graduated from Smith summa cum laude in 1955, winning a Fulbright scholarship at CambridgeEngland.
In 1956 she married an English poet Ted Hughes but less than two years after the birth of their first child, the marriage fell apart. The winter of 1962/63 was the coldest in centuries and Sylvia, now with two children was living in a tiny London flat, ill with the flu and with little money.
On February 11 1963, Sylvia killed herself with cooking gas at the age of 30.
If you have not yet read the poetry of Sylvia Plath then I urge you to do so. Her poetry is hauntingly beautiful yet gut wrenchingly sad and will stir emotions within you that might surprise and at the same time delight you.
Here is the poem “Daddy” in full. It was written after the breakup of her marriage. The poem tells of her rejection of religion and of her getting over the death of her father & the breakup of her marriage.
Daddy
by Sylvia Plath
You do not do, you do not do
Any more, black shoe
In which I have lived like a foot
For thirty years, poor and white,
Barely daring to breathe or Achoo.
Daddy, I have had to kill you.
You died before I had time--
Marble-heavy, a bag full of God,
Ghastly statue with one gray toe
Big as a Frisco seal
And a head in the freakish Atlantic
Where it pours bean green over blue
In the waters off beautiful Nauset.
I used to pray to recover you.
Ach, du.
In the German tongue, in the Polish town
Scraped flat by the roller
Of wars, wars, wars.
But the name of the town is common.
My Polack friend
Says there are a dozen or two.
So I never could tell where you
Put your foot, your root,
I never could talk to you.
The tongue stuck in my jaw.
It stuck in a barb wire snare.
Ich, ich, ich, ich,
I could hardly speak.
I thought every German was you.
And the language obscene
An engine, an engine
Chuffing me off like a Jew.
A Jew to Dachau, Auschwitz, Belsen.
I began to talk like a Jew.
I think I may well be a Jew.
The snows of the Tyrol, the clear beer of Vienna
Are not very pure or true.
With my gipsy ancestress and my weird luck
And my Taroc pack and my Taroc pack
I may be a bit of a Jew.
I have always been scared of you,
With your Luftwaffe, your gobbledygoo.
And your neat mustache
And your Aryan eye, bright blue.
Panzer-man, panzer-man, O You--
Not God but a swastika
So black no sky could squeak through.
Every woman adores a Fascist,
The boot in the face, the brute
Brute heart of a brute like you.
You stand at the blackboard, daddy,
In the picture I have of you,
A cleft in your chin instead of your foot
But no less a devil for that, no not
Any less the black man who
Bit my pretty red heart in two.
I was ten when they buried you.
At twenty I tried to die
And get back, back, back to you.
I thought even the bones would do.
But they pulled me out of the sack,
And they stuck me together with glue.
And then I knew what to do.
I made a model of you,
A man in black with a Meinkampf look
And a love of the rack and the screw.
And I said I do, I do.
So daddy, I'm finally through.
The black telephone's off at the root,
The voices just can't worm through.
If I've killed one man, I've killed two--
The vampire who said he was you
And drank my blood for a year,
Seven years, if you want to know.
Daddy, you can lie back now.
There's a stake in your fat black heart
And the villagers never liked you.
They are dancing and stamping on you.
They always knew it was you.
Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I'm through.
The Beautiful Genius Of Sylvia Plath. (October 27, 1932 – February 11, 1963)
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Welcome back, jones jones.
I have read Ms. Plaths biography. She lived too much inside herself. IMO
I have read Ms. Plaths biography. She lived too much inside herself. IMO
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along-for-the-ride;1364733 wrote: Welcome back, jones jones.
I have read Ms. Plaths biography. She lived too much inside herself. IMO
Why thank you for the welcome! As for Ms Plath ... I love her poetry! :-6
I have read Ms. Plaths biography. She lived too much inside herself. IMO
Why thank you for the welcome! As for Ms Plath ... I love her poetry! :-6
"…I hate how I don’t feel real enough unless people are watching." — Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters