<t>It is a lot to come to terms with and I am thinking that I was much more optimistic that day then I am today. I am sure everyone that has lost someone they love goes thru the same motions.... some days are good and some days just aren't!! Well today is one of the bad days! Well it's kind of been ...

<r>fuzzy butt;960922 wrote: Missguppie . suicide is very difficult to understand to most . From the day of our births to the day we eventually die we basically struggle to stay alive. When there is a turn around in this state of affairs it doesn't compute in our brains. We simply cannot understand i...

<t>Victoria;938402 wrote: I lost my father and then 10 years later my youngest brother to suicide.<br/> <br/> I know my father was bi-polar but my brother was never checked out. <br/> <br/> The rage comes from having no one to blame nothing to hit out at, normally you can blame the illness, the othe...

<t>I am not sure where to start or what to say... I guess I'm curious if anyone else here has lost a family member to suicide? I have...and having a very difficult time coping. I come from a large family and am finding that I am having a very hard time being around family these days. It is a constan...