Abbey are you in here. I was hoping that maybe you had a minute.

<t>I don't know what to do with the heartheart that burns within me. I miss my babies. I want them back. They should be here with me. I should not have to face the rest of my life with not having my angels here with me. I know that God is real and there but why would he allow this. I just do not und...

<r>I am so broken right now that I do not know what to do. I have a daughter that would have turned eight this year. She was born still in 1999 and I never told anyone. I was scared. I miss her and feel so guilty that words cannot express it. I also have a son that died at 19 days old of SIDS. I fee...