<t>thank you for your support - saw my doc last night - he was very supportive and better than my husbands! he hasn't even sent his condolences, was more interested in making sure I wasn't going to complain about him!!!!! I might yet! on a roller coaster and feeling so lost - early days I know. the ...

<t>I'm so lost and so sore - my best friend and love died last week - a sudden very rare illness, no reason and no warning and no idea of why him 1 or 2 in a million are struck down with his condition. we never had a chance to say goodbye properly. I just wanted one last hug - it hurts so much I don...